A Moment of Reflection Saturday November 8, 2014; what a gloomy day. Today is extremely overcast, breezy like what Winnie the Pooh went through on that blustery day, and so brisk that you just want to stay in bed all day. Which is exactly what I am doing today. This is my first blog post that actually comes from within. My thoughts and feelings on paper, I am baring with you some poignant emotions. I have shared with you some of my past which shed some light on the person that I am today; a strong, confident woman. However, I have a confession to make. I have my moments of complete despair and utter lack of confidence. With this recent job loss, I have been through many ups and downs. I have been on an emotional rollercoaster, feeling like I am a failure all the way to being pissed off and then somewhat ok. I have never felt like this before, where my confidence has been tested to this point. I have been having thoughts of “what am I meant to do with my life?”, “was all that schooling worth it?”, and “when will I figure this out?” For the last few years I have had the belief that everyone has a predetermined path and inevitably things happen for a reason. Within this trying time of mine, it is very difficult to find that silver lining. The answer will surely show up at some point in the future, but I want that answer now, to satisfy this need of mine to get over the blow to my confidence and become “me” again. So why am I writing this blog? What could possibly be my point you may be wondering. I am sure many of you out there have experienced a moment in your life where you questioned your future and what you had to offer. Some of you may be going through something similar at this moment. With this being my first written blog (outside of the meanings behind the Missy Rules), I wanted it to mean something. Whether the meaning of this blog is to show you my vulnerable side, or to maybe speak to someone who may need to know they are not alone at a crucial point in their life, it is all up to how each individual reads this blog. I am just like every one of you out there who just needs to get something off their chest and their mind. MissyG |
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11/8/2014 08:18:25 am
Write what you feel. Know that nobody's life is perfect and sometimes the plan changes in mid stream. I think you are a tremendous success and will be in whatever endeavor you undertake.
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Mark ( frosty ) hodge
11/9/2014 02:34:17 am
We all question our existence at many points in our life. Finding happiness is our greatest goal.
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